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My darkness

The storm has arrived Black clouds over head Slowly dying inside The darkness takes ahold- Pain becomes a reality
Just because i'm cynical doesn't mean life doesn't suck.
You say you love me but you treat me like a pest, and wonder why i hate myself Silenced truths hurt more than verbalized lies You tell me not to hurt my wrist So i scar my soul
You'll never see me cry cause your never around
I never knew my heart could hold so much hate And so much love, for the same memory And unless you cut your shit That's all you'll be.

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forever
by ~LonelyThumbhooker

13Many years have passed Years of being alone Couldn't see the truth about you. Always doubting myself Rarely seeing my worth Other's try to help me see "Someday you'll find him" "Cause for now he has to grow up" I never thought they were right, but Maybe, just Maybe I was wrong And you know what, I think I was. ^_^ 13
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The truth of the matter is...I could tell you That I wanted to hug you To be kissed by you To watch the sky with you But that would almost be a lie
I don't want to hug you.
I want to lose myself in your arms.
To press my ear to you chest and listen to
Your heart beat out my name
I dont want to be kissed I want feel the warm of you breath on my neck As you whisper in my ear Those words I love hearing As my lips find your cheek Your lips will tenderly brush against my lips
Then we will snuggle,
You and I
In your tree And we will sigh C The truth of the matter is...
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143Our laughter, Intertwined, Fills the already congested room. I catch your eyes from across the table,
I ponder your thoughts,
As well as my feelings.
I sit and think that
You will never know You will never see Just how deeply I care for you Cause I will never tell.
For fear of making
This pleasant silence  awkward I do not want to cause you
To run away
Meanwhile
As you look in my eyes You also gaze into my soul Reading my heart like this poem.
You stare back and think I will never know, 143
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Fri Apr 10, 2009, 11:07 PM

OMGS its been like FOREVA

Umm i has a poem or two to post i guess.

Job is teh awesome

Friends are amazing mostly

It is kinda sad... when your ex boy friend is more there for you then some of your "friends".

Been feeling just down... not sure totally why... i mean i was kinda depressed BEFORE getting dumped. Its been a week and im still sad... we only dated three weeks... how much longer till i can stop caring?

GAH know im all emo again

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Mood: Lonely
Listening to: All that remains
Reading: Words?
Watching: the curser
Playing: well WANTING to play my guitar
Eating: nuttin
Drinking: water.

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Current Residence: Toke-town
Interests: Intresting things
Favourite movie: Princess Bride
Favourite band or musician: Haste the day, Linkin Park, underoath, Dragonforce,
Favourite genre of music: angry/i hate life/ this person in my life sucks music
Favourite artist: Kelt.
Favourite poet or writer: Langston Hughs
Favourite photographer: A.R.
Shell of choice: twas a startrek theme... but i lost the program, and the programer...
Wallpaper of choice: right now a picture my friend drew
Favourite game: im lovin' Soul Calibur II
Favourite cartoon character: Does Robot Chicken count?
Personal Quote: I suck, i trip over life, i bare no fruit! *you'd have to be there to get it*
Tools of the Trade: Pencil and notebook paper, MS paint, and a broken heart